Job interview

Well, today's the day. John's in Sacramento interviewing for the Electrical Engineer job in Chico.............

Gosh, I want to go back to Chico so bad. I hate this damn town so much, I can't even put it into words. I feel like I'm just exsisting, going through the motions. I miss Chico, I miss Bidwell Park, I miss Chico High School for my kids (they miss the x-country team!), I miss Thursday night market, I miss the Friday night dances for the kids............I miss the pools in Bidwell Park, I miss Caper Acres, I miss our friends....I could go on and on.

But as much as I miss Chico and want to go home, I don't want John to take the job simply because we are all homesick. If he does that then what are we really accomplishing? If he's miserable in his job then what? We wait till Kyle and Ashley graduate from high school and move again? I'm so sick of moving, I don't want to move again. I don't want Cassidy, Aidan and Amelia to move around as much as Kyle and Ashley have. I love a new experience, it's probably one of the reason's we've moved so much, but enough is enough.

Hopefully good things come out of his interview today. Hopefully he finds out the problem children are not as bad as he's heard and so there fears.....

I wish I understood the draw Chico has on me, and now my family. I want to go home.

update: Just got off the phone with John. Interview went really well! There are 2 more people to interview for the job, we should hear something in the next few weeks